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May 2011

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“

the same love that confronted me, broke me down and once done so let go of my hand once what was left burst into flames whispered within time. it had seemed that the blaze was the storm before the calm and once the inferno was reduced to ashes..well, most would view so as destruction. but we seen the abolishment as a well awaited beginning.

toast.
to the fingers that slipped away with ease but only for the sole reason that they were always within reach far-sighted amongst the smoke. i’ll be holding you once again. but as for this time, my grip will be much tighter. and the love will be much stronger.

”
—
May 31, 2011
#poetry
are you single then?

ya but i’m not ready for a relationship sorry my guy

May 30, 2011
too pretty for a 15 year old

:)

May 30, 2011
the most beautiful girl

<3

May 24, 2011
what's your tumblr theme? and can you give me similar tumblr themes? it's really pretty

hmm i looked through the themes to find which one it was and what my theme basically is… is this link here: http://www.tumblr.com/theme/11706

i edited it from the original coding but i don’t know any similar ones :( sorry sorry

May 24, 2011
Haha Hi helen:) even if you're not. You're still dope. I like what I see!

ahahaha thank ya you too though

May 21, 2011
brilliance

the hardest warfare to seize is one versus self. i refuse to let in to the demands of my darkest thoughts.

no battle is more relentless than one in which you face alone. and as for this one, i continue fighting even on days which ablaze for in fact it’s never the days which contain gloom that i was told to endure and persevere through.. yet i did so anyways because i always anticipated a sunlit sky. the blinding beam after obscurity has always been my greatest award as there was not one ray that told me i wouldn’t nor couldn’t conquer the next..matter of fact the sun’s brilliance has always been my shield

May 20, 20112 notes
#poetry
Hi tumblr famous!

LOL bout tumblr famous!! i wish brah hi though tim

May 19, 2011
sorry, :/ it just hurts me. we use to be so close. but we drifted away

if anythin i’m the one who should be sayin sorry. nothing i can do but apologize

May 18, 2011
i like yuh just da way you are

kimmy<3

May 18, 2011
I miss to old you . :/

don’t you think if i could get the old me back i would though
no one gives me time in order to do so..just give me time

May 18, 2011
did you write that post?

yeah.

May 18, 2011
warmth

so here i am once again. i faintly remember when god used to guide me to this beautiful bliss on nights where i had nowhere else to run to. but i never once ran, every time i’ve arrived here i was led by god’s right hand. on colder nights he would pick me up and i fell asleep heavy-heartedly in his arms. they provided warmth..but i haven’t been here in awhile. he let me fall asleep earlier tonight


tonight was unlike the others. i’ve had fond memories of when i would awaken in a meadow free to roam until my thoughts of uncertainty and melancholy disappeared within the wind just as foolish dandelion seeds..buds drifting as naive as my decisions. but time breathed through the bark composed in the trees and was recycled endlessly within the radiant sky. i was told no matter how childish my decisions once were, they were merely nothing compared to the time god had given me here. i was as young as the time and as youthful as the daisies in this breathtaking sanctuary

but tonight i was left at the end of a table carved from god’s hands himself. i was surrounded by nothing but the tools he had used and worn out. a hammer lay in my sight and as i grasped it with my hands worn out from trying to get a hold of time once again..in that moment i knew as well as god had that time fled from me once and for all

the hammer was as battered as i was. and as for me, i was worn out from constantly trying to repair those out of my reach. i had hoped the tool had also known of a time of where it tried to fix something beyond repair. i had known many. thus is why i couldn’t let time escape from me. that breathtaking sanctuary was all that i had..and truth be told it was all i ever relied on

but time escaped and it had no regrets of doing so
.

May 18, 2011
#poetry
how many tumblr followers do you have

255

May 17, 2011
whats the first song on your tumblr called :) ?

river flows in you - yiruma :)

May 17, 2011
ahha, yeaaaaah. LOOL, they do need me! those 2 games we won was because of me and my nigga josh! our last game i dropped 20 and he dropped 23! LEEGOO! ahhhha! MY team needs to step it up!:) and truuue, where you reaching?

yayaya let’s get real now though? LOOL and your team eh? okay there captain, but i’ll be going to marcies if anythanggggg

May 14, 20111 note
iunnno, cause it's gonna be different age group next year('95 and '96) and im '94 -.- LOOL, we'll seeee, but they need me though stilllll..ahha! btw, you taking summer school?

ahh i see and okay playa ahahahahaha bout the team needing you..you need the team LOL sayin you guys won 2 games? LOL step it up come on now sean but yeah i am still, not at joes though

May 14, 20111 note
im gooood, yourself?:) haven't seen you in so long! ahhha we should sometime stilll:)

i’m good ahahahaha you playing for rangers again? i’ll watch you guys take bare W’s next season

May 14, 20111 note
Helen!:)

hahahaha hi sean how are you LOL

May 14, 20111 note
your going to be so pretty when your older :( marry me

awwww

May 10, 2011
“You’re like a book of poetry” —
May 8, 2011
hurry up !

i just got home LOL trussssssss i’ll post a picture just now

May 5, 2011
you're so pretttttttyyyyyyyy man

thank yew

May 5, 2011
follow me back please

just did :)

May 4, 2011
i love your writing

i don’t write anymore

May 3, 2011
smelly face

LOOL cut

May 2, 2011

donnyspeaks:

Patience. Everything will come in time.

May 2, 201143 notes
balls ?

josenne guerra o.O

May 2, 20111 note
yo bitch

ugh what do u want from my life LOL

May 2, 2011
helen move

jann

May 2, 2011
are you?

LOL no

May 2, 2011
you look like a model lol

lol
lol
lol
LOL
lol

May 2, 2011
i'll see you tmr sir, don't skip! it's the trip.

yeaaaaaaah buddddddddyyy

May 2, 2011
im just trying to be nice you know? stop by and say hi. you piece of dick.

why you catching feelings though LOL aw glenn
sad sies

May 2, 2011
hello.

waste yute LOL
ahahahahahahahaha

May 2, 2011
that's coool braaah. :) how's your day?

kkkkkkkkkkkk

May 2, 2011
how's life? :)

idk how life usually is brah

May 2, 2011
i see i see :P

yeah buddy

May 2, 2011
wudddup

chilllllllllllling

May 2, 2011
hiii (:

hi lmao

May 2, 2011
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